*Sings~ Im broke im broke im broke broke broke~~*
Im regulating my emotions. Just like what Dr Karuna did when she lost her reading glasses.
trying to make oneself happier):
i need a job. wait. actually i don’t. I NEED CASH. MONEY. VALID CHEQUE PAYABLE TO ME WITH LOADS OF ZEROS (ZEROS ARE LINED UP BEHIND A ONE WITH NO DECIMALS OF COURSE). I ALSO NEED A FEW EXTRA HOURS PER DAY TO MEET DEAR. AND A FEW MORE EXTRA TO SLEEP. AND A FEW MORE EXTRA TO JUST STONE.oh wait i hear the vitagen/yakult aunty at my neighbour’s door.
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YESSS. FNALLY AFTER DAYS OF CRAVING FOR YAKULT, I GOT MY VITAGEN.
aiya, though both of them doesn’t taste the same and i prefer yakult, but they still are the same things righht. so calculative for what. YAYNESSSS!
today’s a tiringgg day. though i overslept by quite a significant amount of minutes and was late, im still tired.
guess what FUN thing we did for CHLT? SCAVENGER HUNT!
guess what made it more FUN? its aboutt…….. HARRY POTTER! OMG FUN TTM.
we ran the whole of block 52 to look for small cute strips of yellow paper(like the Chinese talisman for vampires)! then we answered the exciting questions (ALL ABOUT HARRY POTTER<3) found on the paper through MSN with my lecturer! SO FUN RIGHT. HARRY POTTER LEH OMG. im going crazy for him.
but the strange thing was, after so much FUN i had, i decided that I REALLY HATE HARRY POTTER. dont ask me why.
Even though my groupmates did most all of the work, i still hate that book because i think its only right to hate it. i can’t give you a reason why but its something i so strongly feel that even i can’t explain it. okay i refuse to think about Harry Potter.
there’s this horrible feeling that I’ve got lots to do yet actually i have nothing to do. that im very busy when actually im not. that im wasting my time here right now cause I’ve more important things to do but no matter how hard i try i can’t think of anything more important that i should be doing other than replying dear’s text which i currently can’t cause i have to wait for his reply first. there’s so many things invading my brain now i think im going crazy. for example, i used 3 different sentences to convey my one simple thought (refer to first 3 sentences in this chunk). in addition to my other thoughts, no wonder my brain feels so congested.or is it because im just plain tired im started to hallucinate?
but if im really hallucinating, I’d rather hallucinate something related dear instead of some stupid-supposed-to-be-important thing i forgot. life’s so unfair.
should i try attempting to make another cheesecake? but im craving for mummy’s one instead of the one i made for dear (WHICH FAILED MISERABLY). maybe i’ll ask mummy to make for me. HEHE
i think i shall go sleep now.
ps. sorry for bombarding you with my thought processes which i thought are really messy and if you managed to actually read through everything and understand me,…… good for you. but there’s no prize. HAHA.
not like i don’t care….
but actually i don’t care luh. HEES
